The time travelers Wife

My next passion::: I'm only 50 pages in and addicted.

This book is everything I expected and more!!!!!

I have this theory that if the book is amazing... on some level I have to love the movie.

I'm becoming REALLY great at separating my pre-determined images of how everythign should look so I don't get disappointed.

how did you know?

OK so have you ever noticed how guys have this radar???

every things going great in her life??? It's time to show back up!

I swear it... the second I'm setting in- someone from my past has to make an entrance, get jealous or sabotage my love my life. I pretty much told Mr. M to shove it. I'm tired of putting my life on hold for him.... just because he doesn't know how to act doesn't mean I have to sit around waiting for him to GROW UP. Now Mr. B... you know 1st love yadda yadda, He's the one they should alllll be afraid of. He's the one who creeps up into my life and I don't tell any one about, he is literally the ghost of boyfriends past... We've kinda had some weird juju thing going on since we were 11. Nobody meets their soulmate when their 11 right???

Mr. H is something spectacular though. He sweet, funny and kinda calls me on everything which is sometimes annoying. He eats up my free time. I don't know. We'll go down this road and see if it ends up like before.... a stubborn battle of whose right.

I'm not dating these people all at one time these are just people who keep showing back up in my life. So I say again.... How did you know??? no word for months and allll of a sudden here you are? surrrrprise surrrprise.

I've been waiting for so long

Everyone thinks its so romantic... Romeo and Juliet, true love...how sad. If Juliet was stupid enough to fall for the enemy, drink the bottle of poison, and go to sleep in a mausoleum ... she deserved whatever she got.-Grey's

I always though Romeo & Juliet was romantic but this quote is also true.... who does that?? Wouldn't you have rather live to tell the tale of this undying love? wouldn't that have been more romantic?? I suppose I am not one to give advice but I know a lot about giving up.

My mother has been though 5 marriages my grandmother 3.... and several other family members. I don't exactly have this great perception of "Happily Ever After"

My Cousin whom is engaged, is constantly over come with fear. What if that's us? what if it doesn't work out. I just tell her she's the exception...she's the one who gets the guy and that means... THERE is hope for the REST of US!!!!

I always tell people I'm never getting married even though I would love to fall in love. people get hurt when you lay it all on the line and I suppose no guy has ever proven this theory wrong. I have hope that someone will come along and change my mind. So for now Happily SINGLE.

Now do you get why I'm the JAGUAR... I'm certainly not the Cougar.

What's the name of the GAME!?

It's been a sleepy Jaguar day... that's for SURE! I seriously slept till one , got up and went to lunch and now worrrrking. I slept wayyy too much. Granted I didn't fall asleep till 4. I was watching boondock saints and DL music on to my ipod...whick I just bought and already bent the clip :(- then it was about 1 and I was not going to bed.... so I put in twilight.... (Can you see where this is going?)

Here I am Just starting the day when most people are about to get off work. Things are seriously going to be MUCH different when school starts.

It's going to be tough, but I'm strong :) There a quote I saw I reallly liked.
"The bad thing about damanged people is they KNOW they can survive" I guess that whole fear of leaping thing just goes out the window.

This weekend is Sharonfest!!! that means 3 days of themed nights, lots of running into people I've known most of my life and pretending like I am not drinking. Which I'm going to be doing to make it through those awkward catching up moments! Ahhhhhh Sharonville.

Ohhh and Starting to like a guy that I thought I wasnt interested in- SURPRISE... only me I swear it. I am -It totaly came out of no where. One second I'm all "it doesnt matter what happens" now I'm all "sooo what are you doing today?"

Funny how things turn out huh???? what's the name of the game?
A Jaguar with a funny feelin in her stomache.

B B BENNNY and the JETS!!!!!

Bought 27 dresses last night... it went on sale for $13.00 I couldn't say no!

There's this part where her and her hetero friend hydroplane off the road and are stranded in boofoo, so they hit up the local bar.... long story short- they get wasted and end up dancing on the bar singing benny and the jets ( I'm a sap for Elton). It's just this moment where his I don't care what anyone thinks personality shines through. This makes me think where is my James Marsden? HUH? where is he. The great hair, goofy grin, nerdy demeanor..... ugggggggh where are those guys?? hiding under rocks!!!??? My cousin found love so I suppose there's hope for me :)

P.S It smells like Chanel in the office. All the old Ladies com in on Saturdays hehehe

Id rather be tannnnning!!!!!!!!!

MONDAY
Being in doors for 10 hour days is not helping my tan. BLAGH!!!!! to work

After work I'm going to the evil gaping hole of melanoma to get my tan on since I don't get out of here till all the healthy UV's are away.

P.S. my blog should in reality be called.... I Blog at work.
........................ moving on

TUESDAY:
I'm in the middle of redoing my room. I have a new closet organizer in my walk in closet. (YEAH I got it good, It's called living at home. I'm NEVER leaving) and I FINALLY picked a paint color. Stratosphere Blue with one dark blue accent wall. My TV stand/ shelving/storage thingy at Ikea finally went on sale!!!!! I found a cheap used reading chair. It's allll happening.




WEDENSDAY:
All while this is going on I cant stop thinking about The Tudors season 2 that I have on hold at the Library coming in. SAD, I know. Once this obsession is over it will again be September and my fanatical need of Grey's anatomy will be fulfilled!! (FYI) huge addict to to TV, Books @ shopping.

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THURSDAY:
If you want to know the truth- I kind of sorta don't use my head a ton..... When I like people that is. I make them jump through hoops because I don't trust them, then I get my heart broken because I really liked them I just didn't know how to let stupid stuff go. So here I am putting myself out there and guess what??? I have that feeling like the bottom is going to drop out... ALWAYS. Granted somewhat long distance relationships are verrry verrry hard! I thought liking someone was supposed to be carefree and happy and your supposed to be in LALA land.... cheese and rice this is freaking hard and I feel insane.

by the way I'm not crazzzy that were 3 days of blooggin thoughts allll crammed into one :)

RAWR= Jaguar LOVINS.

Voulez Vous -ah haaa!

Across the room your eyes are glowing in the dark
And here we go again, we know the start, we know the end!

WOW- what a night...

haha Mama Mia was THE BOMB!!!!!!!!!!
I had so much fun I could barely stay seated! and at the end everyone and I mean EVERYONE was dancing and clapping and singing. Talk about a great show. I was so impressed by the singing, it knocked my socks off!

My sister and I stuck in the Abba CD and jammed the entire way home.
While in Columbus I saw one of my great friends! and we went to our friends house and danced and sang and played games. I missed my fraaaands :( but I got a good dose to last me a while haha.
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You know what's taken a back seat in my life lately? My writing. Something I am thoroughly obsessed with has just -poof! been out of sight out of mind. For the past month I've been dried up. Being away with people I am creative with opened my eyes to my passion, which is books and writing great things and having them actually mean something... to someone. Even if it's one person who gets me or connects. One person can change the course of someone's life.... it's a proven fact. Mothers, prince charming, vampires or just a little magic. I am drawn to these foreshadowed metaphors that a person or object will come and magically make the world right for you. you can be so accomplished and sure of yourself .... yet? there something missing? My book will hopefully be published. and then you all can say HEY!!! I knew her she was a lovely Jaguar. Who had many thoughts and wanted to change the world :)

RAWR! the Jaguar is back to WORK! thanks ABBA!